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Monday, December 25, 2006

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 01:36:20 GMT

wow.. someone sent this to me last night. last years pic. hah this was when i first got my awesome hair cut.

Wohoo
'Cause he did run it easy
Wohoo
If I will do the same
Wohoo
'Cause you're sick and you're easy
All that you get when you ever say
'Cause you're never
pleased to see me

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well...
I FINALLY SAW HIM!! it has been two weeks. soo i guess i did take for granted when i got to see him the past. but not anymore. he got his hair cut and its the cutest thing ever. its short but he still has side bangs. awww i love it. he tried to flick my marilyn monroe. sheez its still hurts like no other and the swelling isnt any better.

alrite...
but i gave him his christmas presents even though he told me not to over the phone before i left to go to his house. seeing him smile just makes me feel all fuzzy inside but not in the perveted way peoples. i got to see him today for like five minutes and it was great. i know why i love this kid. after not seeing him for 2 weeks it felt soo good seeing him today. i love him more than ever and the butterflies are back to stay

soo...
tomorrow is christmas. cha yea it is. hah and like i went to the mall and got this blue ipod sock and let me tell you something. its the cutest thing ever and now my ipod wont be naked. soo im leaving you all with this. have a kickass christmas and i hope you all got what you wanted cause i sure as hell did

muhwahs

the princess + marc

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 19:09:44 GMT

i hate all my friends
i hate the fact that its not their fault but mine
i can tell that everyone knows that i dont belong
i can tell that everyone knows they dont need me
i hope this passes soon
cause my paranoia has turned into obsession

IN OTHER NEWS -- THE PRINCESS HAS A NEW PIERCING

well...
thats right. after i went to the mall with spunky and we had some awesome fiesto bravo and then went christmas shopping for the guys, i went and got my marilyn monroe pierced. haha it didnt hurt much. felt like getting my lip pierced. kinda burned but man my face swelled up and it looked like someone beat the shit out of me.

alrite...
soo it burns like a bitch and my right side of my face is pooffy. i love it. kinda suits me i think. but i promise that this is the last piercing that im going to get on my face. well actually maybe the last piercing that i am going to get for a very long time. the healing process sucks and i cant wait to see it when it heals.

soo...
im getting a tattoo after christmas break ha wish me luck. still havent seen marc all week but hey maybe the reason why we fought before is because we were smothering each other. but im off all next week since this vacation thing and hopefully me and him can hang out. awwww i miss him bunches. just wonder what he is going to say about my new piercing. hope he likes it.

muhwahs

princesss + marc

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 15:31:04 GMT

Thought a lot ignored the right to be
Lie me down because we like to see
The colours through your loaded mind
Fuck the world and liberate our time

Ride with me
Ride with me
Ride with me home

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well... yesterday was our four months. i know it seems like me and him have been together longer than that. im not complaining and i never will. i love this kid with every inch of my heart and more. i have never been more happy than i am now. even if i dont show that im happy its because its hard to knowing that he is the first guy in a real long time to make me feel like this.

alrite... so yesterday we went and ate at subway and walked all over ashland. every minute that i spend with him is a minute that i will never forget. but sometimes its seems that when we hang out we seem to get into some little argument thing. it makes me mad because at first i always blamed him for it but i need to blame myself. i act like a bitch whenever we hang out and marc im sorry. sorry for everything that i did. i dont mean to but its hard not to say the first thing in my mind.

soo... he made me realize last night that no matter what we are going to make this work. he also made me feel really horrible since i had doubts that he really likes me but i know he does. i love this kid soo fucking much that it hurts inside. it kills me to be mean to him or say no. soo i dont. soo i wanna say something. marc bull im sorry for everything i do and i care more than you will ever know. even though i dont show it, i love you more than i love myself. i will always make sure your happy before i am. i will put you before anyone else cause i love you and i dont wanna see you go.

muhwahs

princess + marc

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:48:03 GMT

A devil in a midnight mass,
He prayed behind stained glass
A memory of Sunday class
Resurrected from the past
Hold your breath and count to four
Pinky swears don't work no more
Footsteps down the hallway floor
Getting closer to my door
I was alive but now I'm singing

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well....
i will sum up my week for you all first. me and marc have gotton soo much closer its awesome and i love it more each day that im around here. this is the kid that i have been waiting for forever.

alrite....
now to go on about today. me and marc went to the mall and walked around. saw some awesome vans that i gotta get. stuffed ourselves with some tasty fiesto bravo and not to mention that we did have our awesome fudge brownie. ohhh man it was great. and i got a fox race shirt. ohh its awesome pretty.

sooo....
we went over to speedway and got some tasty gum and tea and then we walked around outside where we ended up at dawson pool. i think this is all you need to know cause quit frankley its not appropriate talk for anyone else. lets just say that i love marc dearly.

muhwahs

princess + marc

Friday, December 01, 2006

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:08:32 GMT

Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode

SHE'S STILL JUST A PRINCESS

well...
last night was awesome.. me and marc hung out in ashland. went and got a bunch of pizza from giovonnies. wow i was really in the pizza mood last night. we chilled there for a while and kept writing messages on napkins. did i mention that the weather last night was hott as hell =)

alrite...
we walked to speedway and got some tasty ass tea then well you figure out what happened next. shhhh im a good girl who will never tell. but i had fun and thats all that matters. i feel as if this kid really does care about me ha which makes me smile ever soo much.

soo...
good night all and i hope you all have fun. i shall see you all tomorrow.

muhwahs

princess + marc

Friday, November 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 02:45:33 GMT

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die
Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well...
this week has been very interesting. since the fact that im off all break. of course its awesome. i have been sick for a while but no need, cause im still in an awesome mood right about now. soo here is a recap of all thats happened soo far now.

alright...
wendesday, went and hung with marc, and spunky at the mall. dodged a little traffic and made it to giovonnies. yum yum i have to say. got marc this awesome zoo york jacket. i must say it looks pretty bitchin. saw this ipod sock that i want soo my ipod wont get cold this winter lol. went and watched saw 3 with marc. ohh man that movie was great. ironic twist i might say but shhh i wont tell what happens.

soo...
today was thanksgiving. hah i slept all day. teehee im not into the whole eating thanksgiving cause i think its overrated and yea i say that for all holidays but i cant help it. soo i went to the emergency room cause amy and justin are soo smart and fell off her balcony. hah good one. it was funny and i tried soo hard for ever soo long not to laugh but hah i couldnt hold it in anymore. soo to sum this thing up. good start on the break and me and marc will probably hang out tomorrow. soo have an awesome night everyone.

muhwahs

princess + marc

---- EDIT ----

friday...
today i walked from the mall to meet marc at the park. it was dark and i couldnt find him anywhere. walked to speedway and i found my hott kid. soo me, marc, aaron, and cookie walked around the mall and marc got me this ipod speaker thing which i love ever soo much. went to wendys and chilled there. i got pushed back to the mall in a kroger cart haha and then walked around the mall again. today was an awesome day. which just shows you that me and marc are getting ever soo close.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 15:41:40 GMT

Are you going to be
Waiting up when I get home
We'll stay up all night, getting drunk
And watching sunsets on our porch

Falling for you
Falling for you
I fell for you
Falling for you
Falling for you
I fell for you

These empty feelings question me
Of who I think I've become
Mind is ticking life away
Asking if you are the one

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well..
yesterday was marcs birthday. we chilled in ashland all day. went and ate at super china buffet. walked all over ashland. then i went and stood on the hoe of kentucky thing. watched a firetruck fill up water. and then we went and played at the park and saw big fishies. went and played on the swings. and then went and chilled at the mall.

soo...
yesterday was an awesome day since i got to spend it with marc. it was great and i had a blast. but next week is going to rock. im off like umm wednesday, thursday, friday, and saturday. hurrays. i cant wait for that. hopefully me and marc can hang out cause i really wanna go watch that borat movie.

alrite...
soo im out for now and i hope you all had a good weekend like i did. have fun and stay safe.

muhwahs

princess + marc

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 21:22:37 GMT

I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favorite damn disease

I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed
While you put me to the test
I like the white stains on your dress

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well... this week was pretty awesome might i say including the fact that today is mine and his three months. yesterday me and marc went and chilled in ashland. haha good times everytime we go. went and ate at wendys. even though it was pouring outside and cold hah it was still pretty bitchin.

alrite... then went and visited the lobsters at kroger. i think one day i shall go set them all free. but then we went and walked around the place over there. dodged some cars to go to speedway. went and chilled at our secret place for a while. haha i know it but shhh im not saying anything about this one.

soo... after all that fun stuff we finally went and watched chainsaw massacre which i must say sucked. it was horrible. there was like maybe three good parts tops where people died but that was it. soo saturday is marcs birthday and im wanting to hang out with him and take him to go watch borat haha which is going to rock.

--- Happy three months hott kid ---

--- HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY MARC ---

muhwahs

princess + marc

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 03:29:12 GMT

hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well.. today has been the best day that me and marc have spent together. we went and chilled at the mall where i got him this awesome slipknot belt. then we went and chilled at fiesta bravo. ohh how tasty. after that we decided to go chill at krogers for a while, where we missed like this kickass fight. went over to our special place. need i say more... but over all today was the best. i love this kid like no matter what. like he told me that he will never let me go, well i will make damn sure that he dont.

muhwahs

princess + marc

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 15:36:20 GMT

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

[x] running around ashland at night = freezing to death

[x] watching jackass 2 = funny as hell

[x] chilling with jess, rara, steven and marc = fun times

[x] telling me he will never let me go = priceless

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

well... last night was the greatest night ever. nothing will ever compare to this. we all went out and watched jackass 2. it was good but there were parts that were really disgusting. walked around ashland and it was like soo cold i was shaking ha but it was fun. but last night me and marc shared a moment that will last to the end. i do love this kid ever so much and i will do anything to make sure he stays by my side. i have finally found what i have been searching for and its him. couldnt ask for anybody better than this.

muhwahs

princess + marc